THIS WEEK POST!

hello!
long time no see!!

i decide to call the readers elmo..because i;m wearing elmo short pants now..

this week...
i become very sensitive person...
i like to cry.. even for little thing..
i was cry like hell went my sis talk about her office mate lost his parent at Mekah..
suddenly i remember my parent.. and i just cry and cry..
the second time i cry like that is went i'm calling my parent.. i tried to call them about 4 days but i cannot get in touch with them...
but i heard my dad's voice.. i began to cry again...
he said his phone battery was damaged so he buy two new cell phone.. off course one for him and one for my mom.. so he cannot set the new phone so that why he couldn't call me...
after that my sis talk to my mom.. but when she talk, she saw my face become red and my tears just burst out... so she said to my mom "ibu, ada org dah start nangis dah. bek ibu ckp ngan dia" and my mom said to her"dia rindu la tue" then my sis just past my phone to me again.. and this time my dad spoke.. i just cry and no words came out from my mouth.. my dad ask why i'm crying and just said its nothing... but i know he must herd me cry.. i always cry when i talk to my dad.. evenif he when away for a few days.. so he must know me already...

next...
well.. like other days.. i been lonely again but this week my adk angkat come to my house to company me..
she just got back yesterday..
and now i being lonely again..
i think that why i'm being easy to cry.. because i were left alone to much.. sometime my sis in law call me.. and sometime my sis at K.L call me to.. but.. they will not calling me every day just to company me.. sometimes my friend call me and massage me.. but not every time they can do that..
so i were left alone again....
huhuhuhhuuhhh...
wanna cry again....

so lonely..
miss my parrent...T_____T